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10 things meme

Fri Apr 18, 2014, 5:40 PM

I was tagged by :iconpeacelovedreamer:

10 Facts about Me:
1. I identify with androngyny
2. I'm asexual, not by choice.
3. I have a personality disorder that gets in the way of my life a lot and i hate it.
4. I have a life partner named Lemonade. She's got white and yellow feathers and I love her to pieces.
5. I also have a life partner named Greg, and it took me a long time to realize that he was "the one" for me.
6. I go in and out of the cosplay hobby. I have a love-hate relationship with it.
7. I get extremely annoyed when people ask me if I'm a boy or a girl. Sex/Gender really shouldn't matter. Especially when I'm not interested in dating anyone.
8. I can be a really big internet troll when I want to be/when I'm really bored.
9. I'm adopted.
10. I'm not afraid of aging.

Questions from :iconpeacelovedreamer:
  1. What was your first doll? Island Doll Amy
  2. How did you get into the BJD hobby? You know... I get asked this question a lot, and I'm honestly not entirely sure. I don't remember if it was from an anime convention or just perusing the internet.
  3. Do you prefer to create your own characters, or base dolls off of characters that already exist? ummmm... this questions a little complicated for me, and a little personal. But I can say that they're all based on characters I made up as a child that stuck with me throughout the years.
  4. What type of camera do you use in your BJD photography? Nikon D3100
  5. Do you prefer dolls to look more realistic or more toony (large eyes, small nose, etc)? Realistic. 
  6. What is your grail doll? Do you own it? I don't really have grail dolls, I don't really grasp the concept of them, either. I guess for me it would be "the one that got away," in which case it would be Iplehouse addiction Victor, Loongsouls Junshi and TanYue
  7. How many dolls are TOO many for you? Honestly, this question is complicated, too. My dolls, as I said, are all based on characters that have grown with me throughout the years. I am now 26, making the characters all at ages to be having children. I still haven't collected all my characters yet, let alone their children. My collection will be done once they're done.
  8. What is the biggest thing you've given up because you chose, instead, to purchase a doll? Well, I am in dire need of a laptop that actually works... 
  9. Do you enjoy doing your own faceups?  Not really
  10. Do your family or friends ever say your dolls are "creepy"? My parents dog doesn't seem to like them. But I've never had someone call them creepy, except for this one guy at the movie theater when I brought one of my dolls out to see Green Lantern

My Questions:
1. How old are you?
2. How long have you been in this hobby?
3. How much time do you put into your dolls? (dressing, preparing, photographing, etc)
4. Do you have props/furniture for your dolls?
5. How do you store your dolls?
6. How about their clothing?
7. What's the most you'd be willing to spend on a doll? (including eyes, wig, clothes, faceup, etc?)
8. If you could dollify anyone, who would it be? (can be a character of your own, celebrity, character from a story)
9. What's your biggest and smallest doll?
10. How has this hobby affected your life?

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Artist | Hobbyist | Artisan Crafts
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uhhh hey. im eli. / despairedpheonix. / anchi. / whatever name you wanna call me.

im 24

I live under a bridge. In a cave. With bats. And lions. I'm a cosplayer and a BJD collector. I paint stuff. And make things. And write nonsense.

I'm an androgynous creature. You may call me male or female, whichever one you see me as. But I ask that you treat me as what I am: A person.

please do not message me asking me what my biological sex is. you will not get an answer. I'm really sick of getting that question. I identify with androgyny. Please respect this.

K. I think thats all. lol

Current Residence: Under a bridge
Personal Quote: "Dying is easy. LIVING is hard." - Dr. Wilson


Who else is going to Dollism in September? 

3 deviants said Me!!!!
1 deviant said Not me :(
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Dark-Lovette Mar 31, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you so much for the +watch!! :iconblushplz: :iconsweethugplz:
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kanyiko Mar 21, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you very much for the :+fav:!! :hug:
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emeilian Mar 12, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the fav!!
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LyseH Feb 27, 2014  New member Hobbyist
Thanks for the fave! :-)
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